Friday, December 12, 2008

I Am In a Mood!

Have you ever just been in such a bad mood that you want to say every bad word over and over again because that's how bad in a mood you are (does that sentence even make sense)? Well that's how I've been this week. I know it's the season to be jolly, but this season is just making me crazy! Here's a few things getting me down:

-I absolutely hate/abhor/dread going grocery shopping or any kind of shopping this time of year. People are pushy and rude and don't move out of the way to let you by in the aisle and the lines are so long that I'd rather starve than make that awful trip to Walmart! I thought people were supposed to be nicer this time of year...

-I just want to travel someplace warm more than anything right now. I miss the ocean so much. I guess I'm kind of depressed too that I will probably live in Utah the rest of my life. All my life I dreamed of living near the ocean so I could see it and enjoy it everyday. I don't even like swimming in it, I just love laying on the beach listening to the waves and I love the smell and the sunsets...

-I took Chase to the dr. for his 12 month check up and he has ALL four molars coming in at the same time. So you can imagine the kind of pain and mood he was in all week, which therefore affected my mood. Luckily I think it's over...for now....

-The economy is depressing so therefore I am depressed. I feel awful for those people who have lost their jobs and are suffering and feel even more awful because we are tight on money ourselves and I can't do much to help them this season. That's probably another reason I'm in a mood, in an effort to not spend money I have spent 99% of my time at home this week. I love my house but I just love getting out too. And it's hard to get out without spending money and there's not much to do for free in the winter...I can't just go outside and take Chase to the park.

-I just finished watching the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2 and I think it depressed me more. It really made me miss all my girlfriends that have moved away. I just haven't had much girl time lately and I miss those bonding times. I want my friends back! And I want to see the ones more that still live here. It's just too bad I am horrible with calling people and arranging get togethers! Kids make things so difficult sometimes!

So there you have it. I am moody. Who else wants to be in a mood with me? Misery loves company.

7 comments:

Jess said...

I can never go to Walmart because it is ALWAYS crazy and it always drives me nuts too! I'll pay 10 cents more for everything and go to Target.

Misty said...

I hear ya sister! I've been in a mood too the last little while! We will have to get together while I'm in town!

Lara said...

I'm sorry you are in a mood :( That's no fun. I miss all my girl friends too! Our Christmas party for this year never really took shape. I guess we could still try to throw one together though. It wouldn't need to be anything big or stressful. Maybe I'll send out another email and see if anyone is up for it.

Rachey said...

oohh i bet im one of the friends you miss :)

Mbeth said...

i plug in my christmas tree first thing in the morning and spend most of my time in that room because I am usually stuck at home too and christmas trees are cheery. hope you can find something to get you out of your mood because i hate feeling that way.

Holly said...

I don't know why, but i LOVE grocery shopping! Maybe you need to send me with a list sometime! Also, we need to plan a girl's night! I think our hubbys went out to that lame movie last night, so now it's our turn! What about the first part of January??? Let's start planning something!

Natalie said...

I am in a mood too! I hate my job, hate it with every last cell in my body, and if I quit during a recession that makes me the most irresponsible person on the planet. URRRGH!